Coma Of Souls
nedjelja, 29.07.2007.
There's just to much that time can not erase...
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Hello... Prvo hvala i pozdrav debelom koji me se jucer sjetio kad je gledao film "Od sumraka do zore" stvarno zanimljiv nacin za sjetit se nekoga hehe
I tak...Eto,bas sam se premisljla danas jel da odem u Osijek ili ne do sutra navecer,al ipak nisam otisla.. da jesam morala bi pospremiti "stan",pokupit robu koja mi je jos ostala,sve stvari...a ima toga dosta.. Isla bi jedino vidjeti malo prijatelje tamo..tak mi nedostaju jer sam tako tuzna.. pisala bi vam o tome,ali sam vec dobila "jezikovu juhu" jer pisem sve na blog ,a to ljudi citaju... kao to bi trebalo biti samo između mene i -njega-..al ja mislim da je bolje da ja to napisem tu pa prebacim bar pola tereta sa srca ovdje i bar me malo oraspolozite svojim komentarima... Al dobro..sad cu valjda lakse preboljeti sve to sto mi se događa jer od srijede ponovno radim (do onda sam free),a ima puno posla tak da ce me vjerojatno to zaokupirat.. Nadam se..
Nisam nocas skoro nista spavala..dosla sam kuci oko 1,a do 5 sam bila budna i ... dobro,pretjerujem sa svojim problemima..stvarno ne bi trebala toliko pisati tu..
...uskoro idem na more.. vise ne znam ni sto me tamo ceka--ipak idem s Tomislavom kod Natali..
Kako ljudi prave glupacu od mene...bas sam naivna i u sve vjerujem,cak me uvijere da sam ja kriva za sve.. :'(
...ako netko hoce nek ostavi comm,a ako ne..however... 
" ......
Ljudi se kvare, valjda si to naucila
ni on nije kakav ti se cini
potonulu ladju sakrit ces ispod jezika
usidrena tajna u tisini
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Toliko ljudi vuku se u kolonama
u svojim urnama na cesti
ti ne vidis nikoga na koga bi sad racunala
bar jednog kojeg vridilo bi sresti"

Don't give up...everything's gona be all right... :'(
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četvrtak, 19.07.2007.
No..sve po starom..
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Hello ...ne znam da li itko uopce cita ovaj glupi blog,al ajd dobro.. Pocela sam radit',i tako umirem po ovim vrucinama... Radim od jutra do sutra,a sve sto zaradim stavljam sastrane .. Trebala sam ici kod Natali u Zadar na 10 dana..s Tomislavom...Al kad bolje razmislim ne smijem se dat jebat u mozak,pa cu tak za ovo sto sam skupila love ili ici sama kod nje ili obnoviti malo garderobu..a mozda si i ostavim sastrane,pa kad mi se nesto svidi...Ipak sad mozda pocnem izlaziti pa mi bude trebalo novih stvarcica.. Krepana sam..i od posla i od zivciranja.. Nocas je kod mene (kod mog buraza) spavao mali bivsi susjed (odselili su se preije god. dana) i toliko je plakao nocas (za mamom i nos mu je bio zacepljen ) da nisam nista mogla spavati,a onda ujutro jos mi tomislav digne zivac..ma joooj...ne mogu ja tako. Da bar imam normalan zivot. Starci se ne podnose,stalno se svađaju... Kakvo je moj zivot sranje.. Mrzim ga. Da se bar jedno jutro ne probudim jednostavno.. Nedostaje mi moj razreeeed...(i jos neki ljudi) u biti samo njih par iz razreda,s kim sam mogla pricati...obecala sam sonji da cu ju danas nazvati,ali nisam stigla,radila sam..Ne znam sta da radim kod kuce,istrunut cu od dosade..(dok NEKI LJUDI....ma forget)... Daaaaj....kako sam u bedu.. 

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petak, 06.07.2007.
mom najdrazem...
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Morala sam ti nesto napisati..Ne znam kako ces to shvatiti,ali moj zivot ne postoji bez tebe..a ni s tobom ga ovako ne mogu zamisliti.. Stvarno mi je zao ali ovako je najbolje za oboje. Htio ti to priznati ili ne tebi je drazi alkohol od mene. Ali ne bi mi to toliko smetalo da mi taj isti alkohol ne unistava zivot sastrane..moju obitelj..Cak bi mi bilo lakse kada bi ti to razumio,pa se bar tih dana kada je kriza suzdrzao od takvih stvari...ali ti to ne zelis... Jako mi je zao sto bi radije proveo vecer uz njih (koji su te 1000 puta sjebali) i alkohol nego uz mene koja sam uvijek bila tu za tebe...pogotovo sada.. :'( Ali neka,sam si si to izabrao.. Nadam se da si se lijepo zabavio s njima... Smeta mi samo sto (da sam ja isla negdje na tjedan dana) sto bi morala STALNO biti s tobom i NIKIM VISE,a pogotovo ne vani,a ti ovako smijes...Uvijek ti sve smijes. Zasto ja nista ne smijem? Zasto sam ja kao tvoj rob? Samo tvoje zelje ispunjavam,a moje rijeci nista ne vrijede? Tko si ti da upravljas mojim zivotom? Unistavas moje osjecaje?? Moj zivot se ne vrti oko tebe,sexa i alkohola,puno je ispunjeniji...
I jos nesto..ja nisam kurva niti sam ikada bila i nikakvo pravo nemas da mi kazes da –znas tko ce si prvi naci nekoga-... Placem,znas? Stvarno me ubijas..nitko nije zasluzio toliko mojih suza niti moje patnje.. Nikada me neces biti vrijedan,ma koliko te voljela,ti to neces razumjeti.. Porazgovaraj s –njom-,kao sto si napravio kad sam bila opterecena svojim izgledom,otkrij joj sve moje tajne..ti imas sva prava ovog svijeta... ma.. :'( :'( :'(
A ja...ja vise ne postojim..prozirna sam i jedva disem,bez srca..bez ljubavi. Svaki dio tijela me boli koliko si me povrijedio... Hvala ti...hvala ti za sve sto si mi ikada ucinio ili rekao.. a sad me zaboravi.. ja za tebe vise ne postojim....

Broken
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone
You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore
*I wish I had saved all the tears you made me
cry so I can FUCKING DROWN you in
them!!!!!
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Samo u prolazu..
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Sranje sa starcima se nastavlja.. Taman kad su postali ok,opet fajt... Ovo sad nece dobro zavrsiti... 
Bas sam skomirana..Zivot me siluje na svakom koraku..
Inace,u pon. pocinjem raditi.. Bye svima..
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"Lithium"
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.
I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can't break free until I let it go.
Let me go.
Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.
I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow.
I'm gonna let it go.

"Call Me When You're Sober"
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.
How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.
So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.

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OUTWORN
Watch your words,
I'm being made..
watch out for my touch
I'm being restraint
For the first time in my life
I'm feeling like I'm going to fade away
But I'm feeling outworn
So misguided, so dead
Like I'm possessed
By other living force
Because without gravity
I cant stand on my feet and scroll off
I'm just a dot...point and click command
My mind is empty and I'm counting off the days
Waiting to disapear and being erased
Seeing the resemblance with ghost of may
Symbol's in my head starts to whisper,
Screw these analogies I don't need to listen,
Saying hey or isn't it May for God's sake,
I tryed to be an angel but I need more than just one day...
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Framed In Blood
Would you give me the key to the empire of bliss
gimme a substance to dismiss
everybody's searching for a difference
everybody 's searching for deliverance
gimme just another reason to live
things you can resist
things you cannot
they're just framed in blood
would you give me redemption in your kiss
gimme something that I already miss
everybody's searching for a difference
everybody is searching for providence
gimme just another reason to live
things you can resist
things you cannot
they're just framed in blood
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Gothic Girl
You can see her
whenever it rains
from rome to new orleans
dancing on the graves
burden by the heart she loves her
sunglasses after dark
and every single day her
little life falls apart
she's out to look
so macabre and alone
she's close to hook
on her dying
just like a gothic girl
lost in the darken world
my lil' gothic girl
darkerside jewel are your razor cuts for real - baby
you can see she's
on her road to ruin
stigmata from crucifixion
on her pale white skin
tribal pagan art she loves her
tattood egyptian mark
and every single day her
love will tear us apart
she's out to look
so macabre and alone
she's close to hook
on her dying
just like a gothic girl
lost in the darken world
my lil' gothic girl
darkerside jewel are your razor cuts for real - baby
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Velvet Touch
The autumn came took you away
i never expected you to stay
black tears fallin'
in the cold rain
i woke up one night to the darkest dream
your pretty ghost whisperin' to me
just one drop and i'll give you
eternity
i'm lookin' at you
i'm lookin' for love
never get enough
when push comes to shove
try to look at me tell me what you see
you let fantasy become reality
when the night is callin'
pretty baby screams
i buried my heart into the deapest seas
when the blood runs cold i feel hot in heat
the red moon risin'
over you and me
i'm lookin' at you
i'm lookin' for love
never get enough
when push comes to shove
I never believed we would meet again
start it all over 'til the very end
gimme velvet touc gimme a kiss
(kiss) kiss of death..
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